I am going to apply for this job in my company but at another store and I feel like a piece of shit for it. There is nothing extra I am getting out of this if I get the job so it’s literally just transferring. I had to tell my boss about it today and the look on his face is killing me. He is the best boss I have ever had. He has pushed me to become better at work which has in turn caused me to be a better person. No boss has ever cared about his employees the way he does and it makes me sad to leave but I feel right now it’s what is best for me. The store I work in is a very high volume store and is busy everyday. I get so stressed out working and then I have to come home and deal with the stress of homework and having to balance it all out. The store I am applying at is a lower volume store and is very chill. I feel like for me to be successful in school and graduate I need the lower volume store so I can eliminate some of the stress in my life. I just feel like I am betraying my boss and that he thinks that I’m not appreciative of all he’s done for me. He hasn’t said that’s just how I feel he feels. I really wish I didn’t care as much as I do about other people, that sounds bad but if you really knew me and know how emotional and caring I am you would understand.
Sorry for the long emotional pointless rant I just had to vent somewhere and this felt like the right place. Time to stop crying and get back to my homework.